Current Wonders

On my mind as of late:

I've recently acquired an obsession for talk radio and chocolate covered pretzels. I can't explain either one. I have an internal need to eat these pretzels every day. I can't seem to stop myself. I wonder why?

Whenever I'm in my car, I listen to the Talk. In years past, I never, ever turned on the radio. I craved the silence. Now I listen to the Talk. I wonder if that makes me old?

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I've been taking wood. From the houses that are being built around me. I feel the need to have it. You know, just in case I want to use it for crafts. I've started wondering if I'm stealing. I only take the cut off ends that they will just throw away. I think I'm saving planet earth. Todd thinks I'm a wood hoarder.

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I need Justin Bieber to get a haircut. Every time I see him on the screen, I want to reach through the TV and get him in a choke hold and drag him to a salon. I really, really need his long bangs out. of. his. face. I wonder why I care so much and what my fascination with his hair says about me?

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My 40th is coming up and my wish is for a family trip. It involves a plane ride. I don't do airplanes unless I'm forced to. But this I did to myself. I'm starting to wonder if I'm going to have a panic attack that induces vomiting on my birthday. Am I crazy? Stupid? Probably both.

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That's enough wonder for now. It's about all I can take.
What are you wondering about?