2 Years and 147 Days

She climbed into the car and announced, "I will graduate in 2 years and 147 days!" She had excitement at the forefront in her eyes. I smiled right along with her, because it is worthy of one. But my heart, oh my heart, became a little undone.

In my mother's mind, I don't know where to store this reality. The one where she graduates in 2 years and 147 days. Where do I keep this knowledge that makes my soul feel heavy?

Time ticks away so quickly sometimes. Often it's speed has passed me by without my knowing. It's just the way of things, I guess. But here, today, I am determined to Hold. To Look. And See. And fill my heart with all of it. All 2 years and 147 days worth.